' I'm sorry, but I have to remind you that you don't have the some privilege like some other people. You cannot afford a bad decision. So make sure that every opportunity counts. And if things don't go as you plan, you're just gonna work twice harder than you already are. Like you always do.'
Sometimes it's just so exhausting that I feel like maybe I don't wanna work twice harder than I already am, or any harder than anybody else. Sometimes I wish I could capture my life in extreme long shot. So I could see what might come around and reflect back to see where did I go wrong. But I do wanna fight. I do wanna work hard. I won't give up.